Everything is more clear when seen from other perspectives. Our perspective, as apparently ‘humans’, is that we have a body, a soul, a spirit, a God that gives a sh*t. But sometimes, things are not as they appear. We see with our eyes, do we? What are we if we die? What is life? Are we?
Ideas are confusing, they seem to be contradictory when it comes to spirituality. Maybe because every last bit of it is true, just recorded from different perspectives and mashed up into one, as if seen from only one perspective. There are many perspectives included in our understanding and knowledge: there’s life’s, the human body, us and any other entity interacting with us. Both negative and positive.
Some laws for consistency. Spirit (quantum, non-physical, etc.) energy, the energy of our consciousness attracts like energy. People with the same highest excitement are attracted to eachother. Physical attracts opposites. Like we see in magnets. Positive ions attracts negative electrons. Atoms are made from negative electrons orbiting positive protons. Science enables us to,identify these laws and behaviors. Biology is the entanglement of spirit with physical. It describes the behavior of living organisms.
A spirit, let’s just call this type of person a non-physical being, can move through physical space and we would detect quantum energy. This being is not interacting with physical energy. A non-physical person interacting with physical space-time is experiencing quantum entanglement. His mind/imagination is looking at his effects on space. This produces a form of ‘life’, our understanding of life, a biological energy/system. This life is made of physical particles interacting with a quantum imagination.
In entanglement, the non-physical being perceives the physical, like a psychic experience. He experiences the sensation of the interaction. His perception is from his mind. His thoughts and his mind, his entire being exist in the non-physical. But his perception has moved into his imagination as he perceives his interaction with and effect on the physical. He may begin to see the physical distort around his mom-physical essence to form a physical body. He then imagines this to be his body. Other non-physicals doing the same thing can see this physical form as in a shared dream state.
The physical, in entanglement with a non-physical being, is perceived as a physical body. This physical body has a life of its own, responding to physical laws. The non-physical being perceives it as his body because he imagined it so, but this body is a separate entity. It responds to physical laws and attractive forces. For instance, a like spirit attracts a like spirit, but the body of these spirits reflects the imaginative thoughts of the spirit, not the spirit as himself. This spirit can use his imagination to craft a physical presence which does not match who he is in his non-physical form and personality. As perceptron experience here shows us, we can imagine ourselves to be someone who does not match our spirit. Then we can play with someone who we would possibly never be attracted to. But our minds/imaginations might be attractive.
In the physical, opposites attract. The makeup of a body is physical energy. The spirit energy, or feeling state of the non-physical being is usually suppressed by the being when imagining his life in the physical. It is usually ignored. They are now effectively just minds, i.e. physical bodies interacting. It feels lifeless, not full of life because they are not responding to the attraction of their spirits. Anyone who follows their spirit, and because the concept needs to be explained like this, it show us to be psychotic beings, separated from ourselves in effect, feels full of life. This is the feeling sense of self and the path to happiness. So where does hell come in?
When you lose yourself in your imagination and imagine a body to be you that is effected by forces that are not a part of you, you are no longer you. The physical bodies can be differing densities. With initial entanglement, the bodies are not very dense. As we get lost in our imagination and put more of our attention into it, we create denser bodies that are more removed from ourselves where we ARE the spirit. The bodies are what we call the ‘soul’. This is how far removed we are from are spirit selves. We feel the heart, but that is our soul, self created physical body.
The human bodies on Earth are different although the same concept applies. They are different because they are not us and we didn’t create them. According to the previous description, that means they are entirely separate beings from us. Who made them? They are created here, in the physical, then go to heaven. The non-physicals were created in heaven and came into the physical. What spirit interacted with the physical to produce them? Not us. We essentially possess them. This is where hell comes in. Afterwards I’ll include a more positive perspective, but realistically, the negative seems to apply.
It’s difficult to understand anything because there are likely more than one beings with awareness reading this. There’s the actual human being and there possessing one with a ‘soul’. The human beings’ soul is the human body filled with life. It dies over time because life wants to leave. Dying means leaving. It lives in a possessed state controlled by the possessing mind. The same way that a being crafts his own body in his imagination, he controls the human being’s body. Although already a physical being with a physical ‘body’, which he is entangled with, he imagines this human body as his and does the same thing. So his awareness is inside the human mind, the awareness of the human mind. Because of this, the human is unable to perceive himself and loses himself in the dream of another malevolent being. Humans should be fully self-aware beings as they exist in the body, but cannot interact as themselves and so are prevented from becoming self-aware in this state. That comes after death.
The possessing being is interacting with the life force of another being, but depriving that being of his life experience. This is the road to hell. The human being is a physical being. The non-physical ensouled being is a non-physical being. His mind resides in the quantum realm. The human being is a physical being. His mind resides right here in the physical. The non-physical being imagines his life, but uses physical matter and energy to manipulate the physical. A human being can manipulate the physical, less dense energy with his imagination. They, we, are different consciousnesses. The human being’s imagination and mind reside in the physical. When a human being dies, he is still a physical being, less dense, and moves toward lesser densities and heaven as he desires and with understanding.
The human being is essentially used as a slave by the ensouled being to manipulate in this density. Life in this density has created beings that resemble the non-physical beings, but exist in a different reality from them – the physical. These ensouled beings, from the human perspective are dark energy, demons, the gods of old. They essentially attack the spirit of the human being, violating the natural law of like attracts like. This effects their spirit energy in a negative way. Their self-created ‘bodies’ (humans have Life-given bodies) slowly deteriorate because they are killing their life force, which is dying. They also kill the life force of the human body, greatly shortening its life. This is a natural process, not done consciously by either. The effect is that the possessing beings, when the human body dies, experience hell because they return to their perception of their soul, which is a negative energy by then.
Negative spirit energy created by negative thoughts and imaginative scenarios creates dark energy, dark matter in the physical. This dark matter, depriving itself of spirit, is attracted to life, as in opposites attract. They feed off the life force of the human body.
This entire process is spun, in humanity as a positive thing because they call themselves the humans and are receiving spirit help to heal and return to heaven. All they are doing is connecting to life forces, otherwise they would experience hell. If one of these demons did align with the spirit of the human being and recognized the human as not him, then he could possibly return to his spirit form. Otherwise he is entangled with his soul because the physical densifies, or encrusts, with negative thought energy. Essentially negative actions compelled by negative thoughts cut them off from spirit energy, they cling to the physical with more of their attention and their physical body densities through physical processes. Their spirit desires to die, life responds to spirit energy and wants to kill it like a predator kills prey. It attacks their physical bodies, which are not them and have a life of their own (more on that later). The body is perceived by their imagination. It becomes like a predator trying to kill them and they experience this in their mind. This is stage one of hell…
Life created human beings and its natural forces hunt the possesers, sending them to hell, but it is a slow process. In the meantime, life on Earth is lifeless for human spirits and their lives are short. They are and will always be supported by life, which aligns with their spirit. They are connected as the family of humanity and can feel it. But they are not the ones that The Law of Attraction is being taught to. The possesers are imagining, humans are living.
More on the human beings, the physical and non-physical coming….
We are perceiving into the physical and our experiences here form our beliefs about ourselves and reality. On Earth we are perceiving the world via the five senses of the body. We have other senses that are part of us, but we are paying attention mostly to just the bodies’ sensory input. The human body exists within our consciousness and the five sense data are perceived by our consciousness awareness through our integration/interaction with the body. Our consciousness is entangled with the body. But the body is inside our minds/consciousness. Our minds are not contained within the head of the body. Our consciousness can perceive other consciousnesses interacting with other bodies. We can tune into this sensory data by paying attention to it.
We are here to reconnect with reality. Unless you are here to help someone reconnect with reality. This Earth experience is not reality, but more akin to a dream because we are looking via some other body supplied by Earth. Our actual bodies are lying dormant as it would for someone in a dream state. We are essentially dreaming, but rather lucidly because we are perceiving ourselves as taking action. We are having experiences that cannot be imagined away. So this life is forcing us out of our imaginations in order to face ourselves and the consequences of our thoughts.
Before incarnating, most were living in a dream state, perceiving their dreams as reality. Creating their own bodies in their dreams based on their mind, not their soul or body. Just like we sleep here. The imagination effects reality because our minds are entangled with the physical in this dream state. Exactly as we imagine in this life, this imagination becomes our reality in the before life/after death state. This could be called limbo. One caught up in a dream, you become lost. The dream is perceived as real. You actually see yourself as your dream self, the body and personality you imagine yourself to be. If you close your eyes and check your mind/imagination for your idea of yourself, your self-image, it is this person you would see as yourself. You would experience this person as your dense, physical self created by you and able to do anything you can imagine doing.
This life takes you out of that state of imagination because these bodies are not created by you. They do not respond to your imagination in the looks department or how they feel. They feel real pain. You cannot imagine that away. Our faces do not change based on our imagination. These bodies do not conform as we are used to imagining. Life is harder, more frustrating because of that. For instance, if you were born ugly, you cannot deceive others by imagining yourself beautiful and presenting that to others who are imagining with you in Limbo. Here, it is your personality that must shine, not your fake self, fake image.
In Limbo, we create ourselves in our own image, not in the image of ‘God’. To create yourself in the image of ‘God’ means to align completely with your spirit and express that mind, body and soul. Not hide in your imagination because you don’t like yourself and need to imagine something better. Someone aligned as their true self can exist outside of the physical universe with their own body, in any form. They can interact with the physical, but they don’t need to. We do in order to deceive ourselves and others so they see a person other than who we truly are.
This life is meant for us to see us as ourselves and learn to accept it. Having to interact with others without being able to hide in our imagination, forces us to see our ugly that we hate so much. If we could just accept ourselves, ugly and all, knowing we can be anything we want to be in reality, not our minds, then we would be in alignment. Then we could stop interacting in the physical and suffering the consequences of it.
Mental health issues are becoming more prevalent because some are being dragged into this life to perceive themselves via these bodies. They are being forced to see their ugly, and worse, for others to see their ugly. And some just don’t want to live. These are the ones who hate themselves, do not want to perceive themselves and would rather die to go back to living in their imagination. This is not something that is acceptable for those whose imaginations are used to hurt others. An example from the last post is someone who has died and gone back to dreamland attacking a human. They are essentially sleeping next to the human, using their imagination to attack the mind and body of the human without any connection to consequences for the demon, but very real consequences for the human.
The human is a consciousness interacting with the physical, and his or her imagination effects physical energy similarly to a demon. Both the human and demon interact via the mind. The torment for the human comes from the fact that the demon refuses to leave him alone and the human is stuck in a life with real consequences. A significant one being that not one person would believe him regarding the source of his suffering. These demons who choose to deceive and stay in a physical dream to attack others are the same people who attack in their human life. They continue the same behavior without the physical consequences because they exist completely in their mind. They have disassociated from their actual body. Here we cannot unless we die or go insane.
Here, we can disassociate from our bodies, which can be called autism or insanity. The insane appear to be sleep walking, where they talk in a rambling way to imaginary people while existing completely in their minds. These people are in a similar state as those who choose to perceive in the physical imagination. Like most here, who are in therapy. After we die, we can imagine our existence and forget our body, our ‘soul’, and lose ourselves completely until someone makes the effort to help you perceive a life through a human form, or we can choose to reconnect to our bodies, our ‘souls’. And walk away in reality. The existence in the imagination is hell. People live there, in the mind only, stalking other minds, which they sense through a ‘feeling-sense’ in the physical, in order to attack. They hate and so they attack. Because we are always expressing. Life is the expression of consciousness. We always express. We can be conscious of what we express, or we can sleep and express hatred. At least you don’t have to be consciously aware of yourself in this state.
If you are here in human form, struggling through life, keep in mind that someone cared enough to give you a chance to reconnect to your soul. Being born isn’t a lottery. Someone is helping. Some may hate God for forcing this upon them. But those are the ones who want to hurt without consequence. They hate seeing the expressions of themselves technically, but in their own minds, they hate others and attack them. Those who help, represent ‘God’ and are attacked by those who don’t want to face reality as well because they were ‘forced’ to incarnate.
This life is a gift or forced consequence. It should be used to prepare for death. Which way are you going to go? Toward reality, yourself or fall asleep into unawareness of yourself, into your imagination? When you interact, keep in mind that everyone is facing this choice. You can tell when the choice has been made before death. You can see it in the eyes of those appear to have no spirit or enthusiasm for life. Not many are embracing life. Most seem to need to be convinced. Many are getting by, but don’t have any conscious awareness of what the purpose to this life is. They just exist. When you die, how do you determine what happens, where you go? You have to be connected to yourself to walk away into reality, ‘heaven’. If you are not consciously aware, then you will most likely fall asleep again. Maybe it will take hundreds of lives, maybe people are going to stop helping people to live as humans. Now is the time to choose. Don’t let the opportunity slip away.
Mother Theresa is a famous giver. A giver is someone who has as part of their defining character, the desire to give of themselves to others. Not to give a material thing or favor in exchange, but give in return for nothing. And what they are giving is supportive energy in response to a need. Her definition of love could be redefined as subservience. A more functional definition of love would be defined by its expressions: respect, self-respect, an involuntary smile or hug, for instance.
If you give in response to a need and the need never diminishes or goes away, then the giving is detrimental to the thriving of life. Life is the expression of consciousness. The giving has the effect of enabling the need to continue and thrive. The need is a feeding. As in feeding off of Mother Thersa’s life energy as she gave. It was voluntary in her case, but after her death, the need remains and looks for another to supply it with giving. This leads to involuntary giving through the use of threats and force, like laws and government. So life diminishes.
This is the effect that continued ‘selfless’ giving results in. It is actually the result of selfishness because the giver gives to feel good and experience a sense of self-worth and value. But before the act of giving in this way is implemented, the giver should consider the ramifications of his or her actions on the well being of those effected. If overall negative, which, in this example it is, then the action should not be taken. Thus the practical concept of ‘you must give to get’. This idea supports the diminishment of need, supports independence and self-reliance and an honest exchange of giving.
Takers are the ones who are there to receive the consequence of free giving. They don’t grow into self-reliance, they just grow into an expectancy of receiving. They are supported by force which actually diminishes the ability to give. The force can be through gangs, violence and government. They grow in power in order to establish security for themselves. They know those who produce are always naturally inclined to produce and will continue to do so. This inclination is fueled somewhat by the sense that this life is the only opportunity they have to experience themselves. If they could consider the ramifications of their desire to produce and its consequence of supporting a thriving community of takers, which in essence are like a cancer, then the highest and best good course of action in support of life would be to starve the cancer.
This makes more sense in a conceivable way, if we take the perspective that this life we are living at the moment is not Life itself. It is a transition for those who teeter on the brink of hell, heaven or non-existence (a state of unawareness of themselves). Heaven is actual Life where we live as ourselves, not as beings interacting with Earth bodies in order to simulate life. Hell is for those who know they have violated life and should be punished. Their guilt takes them there as their state of mind. Unawareness is essentially going to sleep after you die because you are tired of your experience of existing.
Earth is a place that offers the opportunity to transition out of ‘limbo’ or hell and regain our sanity in order to start living again as sentient beings in ‘heaven’, a state of mind where we absolutely accept ourselves even if we don’t like or love ourselves. It means we recover our recognition of ourself, our actually bodies and the reality that we exist in. Earth is essentially a place for therapy. The only reason to be here is to receive therapy or give it. To regain sanity or help others to. This is not ‘living’. This is recuperating. So every action we take should be taken with the idea in mind that it should support the well-being of our mind and soul and the souls of others. This ensures the ending of our incarnations here so we can move on and begin living.
Takers cannot move on. They are essentially dead beings who have relinquished their desire to take responsibility for their own existence and live off of others. And by others, I mean other consciousnesses, other beings, the life force of all living beings. They will take as long as there is a giver. And if the giver leaves, they take by force until they kill the host like a cancer. Once they die, they may be recognized as a demonic entity that takes from a human life. The human experiences this as a demonic hate filled consciousness plaguing his or her mind and body. This demonic entity was essentially created and supported by those who ‘give’ of themselves without regard to consequences.
Users do not take directly. They take advantage of what the takers are doing. Like vultures or scavengers. They may use the takers by enabling them to take so they can benefit. Examples would be politicians. They use takers by riling them up to give themselves permission to create laws that enable them to thrive. They thrive through the support of the takers. Takers consume, users enable them to consume. Givers produce. It is a system of dependence and need where the dependent and needy are in control by force. The producers are of the mindset where they want to create to fulfill their enjoyment of life. This proclivity keeps them creating. Just as an artist feels compelled to paint or sculpt. Artists are a type of producer.
So the takers and users now live in a world where they have beautiful music to listen to, beautiful art to look at, marvelous technology to play with, food to eat and a beautiful planet to thrive on. All without giving one thing. They receive the contents of their life and give of themselves nothing. They may give as an exchange where they also receive. But the beneficial rule is to first give without expectation of receiving in order to get. It is this mindset that can grow into a strong, self-reliant person. Otherwise they will remain as people who feed off of others and life will diminish.
Changing ones perspective to recognize our lives here as a mission to get our minds and soul selves back into a functional state, will result in a more effective life. One where we free ourselves from incarnation here and go on into the real society with our real bodies after our experience with these bodies is over. This is therapy, not life. Earth is a replication, or better yet, simulation of how life works in reality. This is not reality because these are not our bodies. We are looking through these bodies in order to reconnect with ourselves and become able to function with our actual bodies after the death of these Earth bodies. Everything we experience on Earth represents society and interactions that exist outside of Earth. Society, users, takers, wars, families, loves…all of it. If we can reconnect with our actual identities, not the ones we make up with our imaginations here on Earth, but our actual ones, the ones that align with our spirit, then we reconnect with reality again.
People are in the situation of having to experience the trying, tedious life on Earth because they lost their connection to reality. This happens when you, as a consciousness, as a being rejected yourself in some way. The essence of who we are, as the energy of consciousness, interacts with physical space, becoming entangled with it based on our thoughts, minds. This is quantum physics, the physics of consciousness as it interacts with physical space. If we deceive ourselves because we reject a portion of ourselves and cannot be honest, this forms a belief. Our thoughts effect our perceptions in the physical. Our deceptions come from our imagination. Our thoughts based on our imagination, not reality, thoughts about ourselves, begin to take on a life of their own as beliefs are formed and our perceptions are changed. We no longer recognize ourselves and forget who we are. We lose touch with reality and become lost in our imagination. This Earth life brings us back to reality, which sucks for many. And some choose to sleep in their imagination instead. More on this in a later post.
If you take a good look at the human interactions in the world around you, humanity would appear to be psychotic. How can beings be so confounded by their own minds? By the mysterious state of being called ‘happy’? How can we refer to a spiritual concept like a ‘soul’ as if it were not us? We say ‘our soul’, ‘our mind’, not ‘I’ or ‘me’. We are completely disassociated from ourselves. We see ourselves as broken up into pieces. We ‘have’ a soul, we ‘have’ a heart, we ‘have’ a mind. We don’t say, ‘I’ as a complete heart-mind. We might say ‘my mind’, but who are we then? We own a mind, but the mind is not us? We say ‘my heart’ as if the heart is not us? When we say ‘I’, we should feel we are referencing the mind and heart as one, which is us. I am my heart, my soul, and my mind.
Currently, most humans are operating only with a portion of their minds. They are blocking their hearts/souls and most of their mind, which is integrated with the soul in a mind-body system. The heart is generally thought of as the feeling consequences of what the mind thinks. We are beings who have limited our awareness of ourselves, not because we are in human bodies, but because we refuse to listen to our whole being, our heart and mind. If we listened to our innermost thoughts and feelings, we would be listening to who we are. Otherwise, with our attention focussed ‘out there’, we are floating along, ignoring ourselves and living as an actor on the stage of life.
The only reason there are multitudes of books and channelling material out there regarding the topics of mindfulness, meditation and learning to connect with our true selves, is that, here on Earth, in our human forms, we are at a decision point where we need to figure out whether we want to live or die. Here we are experiencing a renewal of selves through our birth and starting over, and we are experiencing the concept of letting go of our existence as ourselves through our death. We experience the permanent loss of loved ones and the completely new idea of ourselves as we re-learn about ourselves without any rememberence of who we were. This is basically a simulation of the real thing.
The real thing happens when we, as eternal beings, walk away from our soul selves, taking only our awareness with us and a minimal capacity to think. We then become minds only, but very limited. By this, we are saying that we do not want to exist as ourselves anymore. We are running away from who we are as our eternal soul selves. We hate ourselves and no longer wish to identify as that being anymore. This is essentially the path of suicidal souls. It is the path of suffering. What led to this path is a refusal to accept oneself for who they are, probably through comparison.
I once read that ‘comparison is violence to the self’. It is what leads one to self-hatred. You should never compare yourself to anyone. It hurts both you and the other by your resentment. And Earth does reflect our eternal soul type of existence because the same minds are creating Earth society and life. What we experience here is a reflection of life as eternal beings. As above, so below. But Earth is like a mental institution for souls wanting to not exist anymore. And there are a lot of care providers that incarnate here to help us out of our psychosis into a state of self-acceptance.
An example of lack of self-acceptance would be someone, who at the very core of their spirit, enjoys solitude. This someone, with their awareness on others who laugh together, maybe thinks a thought like, ‘it would be nice to enjoy company like that’. Then they focu on the ‘other’ and create a desire to be them. In this way, the person begins rejecting his basic preferences which are joyful to him. He has re-defined the group of people laughing as preferable and more joyful. This happens when you are focussed away from your actual self, as in focused in physicality (not necessarily human physicality). So you are not aware of or paying attention to your true feelings. You lose touch with yourself and no longer feel your own energy. This evolves into jealousy, resentment and self-hatred.
The people here on Earth are at an extreme in self-hatred. The simplest, easiest, very short pathway to inner joy, is to fully accept yourself. This leads to absolute honesty with yourself and others. You are then happy. It is so simple, but nobody can do this. Everyone knows this is the joyful path, but refuses to go that way. They take the path of suffering. Instead of going through the hassle of discovering your honest thoughts and feelings, which may involve some embarrassing ones like, ‘I want to kill everyone’, they choose a false sense of happiness through things that enable them to never have to look at their honest selves. Movies, books, alcohol, activities, anything but listening to your innermost thoughts and feelings.
This path of suffering seems to be not suffering, but that is because you are currently in a state of unawareness of yourself, trying to decide whether to be born again or reclaim yourself. When you die, you then face your soul ‘energy’ and mind again. This can be quite painful in a state of self-hatred. You would be experiencing hell. In this state of torment, your mind is basically screaming (which is why we block it) and the soul is in pain, like the biblical depictions which exist for a reason. There is no way out of this state of mind unless you fix your mind, let go of your physical self and ‘die’ or possess another being which humans know as demonic possession. Dying in this state means you, the intelligence at the core of your being, let’s go of all personalities you had, and effectively reboots. This means you will no longer have any soulmates and/or friends because you will no longer be the person they knew. They need to let go of you for this to happen, and you need to let go of them. Many of us have these people helping us in this life. The path of joy retains our relationships with these people. The path of suffering means we start over from scratch after a trip through hell where physical and mental torment forces us to let go of ourselves.
It is worthwhile to look around at society, civilization, human history and religion to understand the theme of humanity. This is not living. This is a recovery center. How long you stay in this cycle depends on how long you avoid making the decision between heaven or hell. Indecision leads to hell. It takes conscious effort to re-align with yourself, once again feeling the joy of being your absolute honest soul self. It just takes a mental effort to think the necessary thoughts and back it up with action. There is a concerted effort to turn the psyche of humanity mostly positive. A positive turn builds positive momentum and motivates more people to choose life.
Look at the movies that are out. What is the human psyche saying? Most movies have a theme built in that tells the story of humanity. The human psyche is reflected in all the things we see in society through tv, books, clubs, hobbies, schools, kids, etc. Really look and notice what the theme is. This is only to ‘awaken’ yourself to why you are here. That is very important. What’s going to happen after you die? Because when you die, you still exist with your own mind and soul.
There is a lot of positive motivational material out there in the material and virtual world. All meant to help us get to a better feeling place mentally and thereby physically. But there are also a lot of people who do not respond to positive reinforcement. They respond to threat of force. What’s going to happen to me if I don’t? This is for those types 😀.
Earth exists as a type of mental hospital for beings who are so mentally dysfunctional, they spend their short lives wondering how to be happy while making eachother suffer. Earth was probably even created by God. In seven days. A place that is beautiful. Full of absolute wonder and beauty to help us achieve a positive state of mind while recuperating in the mental hospital.
The only reason to be here as a decaying human form is to recuperate your mental facilities and wake up from the dream state in which you have been living (see http://bit.ly/1HA2T1t). The state you had been living in BEFORE this life. This life is part of the process of waking up. After death, if you do not do the work, you remain asleep. Asleep means unaware of reality and yourself, but ‘living’ as a dream character.
If you are not an absolutely, completely honest person who is at peace within the mind and body, who only acts, thinks and speaks what aligns with his/her heart and mind, then you are living a story. The story you are living is a continuation of your dream self which found itself ‘living’ as a human again. Many people have come here to help everyone wake up. These people are people channelling, living as incarnate humans and guiding a dreamer who is looking through their eyes and believing they are living this life, or people communicating with current humans through their thoughts and uplifting ‘energy’.
Why this concerted effort to help a bunch of sleeping beings wake up? Bashar indicated the train was leaving. If you are not purposefully on the one you want to be, you will be left behind. So for those who need negative motivation, you will most likely be ‘left behind’. These are the people who pledge to God when they are in deep trouble or really sick, then continue as they were when they recover. They are liars, deceivers, people who like to hurt others. They stop with the use of force. It is why society exists. To protect others from them through the use of coercion.
They are dreaming themselves as characters they create in their imagination. They will never be honest because that means holding themselves accountable for everything they have done. In your state of being after death, if you align with your true self by being completely honest, you will feel the guilt you have accumulated throughout your existence. You feel this as your energetic state. We know it as life reviews. For those that have been very bad, facing themselves is extremely painful. Painful as in a deep self hatred that makes them want to tear themselves apart. To do anything to run away from themselves and not be themselves. It is a torment of the soul. So they ‘fall asleep’ in dreamland, living out fantasies in their mind. These are some of the people that are being helped to wake up. But to wake up, they need to bear the unbearable – being themselves long enough to face all of their wrongs and work through the beliefs and thoughts and feelings associated with each wrong until they are at peace.
These people, or most of them, will never do that. They will never choose to wake up. Being asleep for them means all of their attention is focused away from their actual selves, which is an actual body we may call ‘light body’, a body-mind, into the energy of physical space. Here, their thoughts have density, movement, a sense of solidity. They can actually create an energy body in physical space in the image of their soul self body. This is the biblical, man was created in God’s image, idea. This is the state of being they are in after death, before birth. A false sense of self in a false impression of a body. These ‘bodies’ are only physical energy/matter and subject to the laws of the physical universe, such as mortality. The soul bodies are immortal.
Unfortunately, in their after death state of being as soul bodies focussed into physical space so they do not have to experience or feel their energetic state as soul bodies, they can interact with the human form. Humans are plagued by their energies, their physical, vibrations, which are very negative. These entities are referred to as demons, ghosts, poltergeists. We can feel their vibrational energy as emotions such as fear, crying, anxiety, etc. if given the opportunity, they would love to possess a more positive being in human form. They do this by looking through the eyes and living as if they are the human. The human is plagued with their thoughts and vibrational energy.
These types need to be forced to do anything. They will never voluntarily wake up. There is only one path for them. To follow the ‘energy’ without doing anything. The ‘energy’ of the universe will attract to them whatever is needed for them to have a very negative experience. They can either then let go of life, of looking at the physical, then of being themselves, and choose to not exist or be aware of themselves at all, or to actually do something to change their state of being. But they will be held accountable,
So, to those who are motivated by consequences, you are living the consequences everyday and are spiraling down into a more negative state of being every day that you do nothing to stop the spiral. It takes will. Will comes from your intelligence, your body-mind, the core of who you are. If you have no will power, you have given up on yourself and will spiral down into unawareness or an experience of hell, torment of the soul. You will attract negative experiences that will increase to match your attitude/beliefs until you are forced to decide to stop suffering (or, as theses beings see it, to stop making others suffer) or until you become so weak, you just ‘ let go’ of your focus on the physical universe and are once again with your attention on your soul self and the extreme physical pain of guilt and self-hatred.
When the last train leaves the station after this window of upliftment and effort by others to ‘wake’ everyone up, if you are not on one, you are in for a very negative experience. One woken, people will leave. Earth is a very negative place. Not a place people at peace choose to experience or stay in. They go to ‘heaven’, which is basically far away from Earth and in full awareness of ones self, accepting oneself completely, even if you don’t love yourself. Just accepting yourself and working on becoming respectable while being completely honest is all it takes. So align with your most honest state. Find the most joyful thing you can. Someone will be there to back you up, uplift you, match you in that joyful feeling. Do it now, during this life while the help is here. If you don’t, the consequences will catch up to you and you will last likely face them alone. You can only help those who help themselves.
The only point to a physical, temporary human life is to decide – heaven or hell? Then pick one and go for it. For those who hurt others intentionally, you will be dragged to hell. Hell is a state of mind (see http://bit.ly/1eFujbj) and your mind is very negative. Like attracts like. You get what you give. These are all motivational. Do unto others what you would have done unto yourself. This is a very good guideline. What you do to others, you will end up experiencing yourself. Because you can give yourself the experience, even in the delusional ‘dream state’ that you are hurting others, but when you eventually face your true self, you will experience those memories as if you had done it to yourself. So when you hurt someone else, you are really hurting yourself. Your soul self. The one who is immortal, the one who can only go to heaven. So long as you stay in dream land, you are mortal and you will die over and over. Consequences. This may not be enough to deter, but the energies will take care of it. It just takes time to complete the spiral.
“I don’t believe in bedtime stories…” from the new Peter Pan
If you are not aligned as your true self, then you are living a bedtime story. A story you are creating within your imagination. Aligned as true self means you are not consistent in mind and soul body. If you were, you would be at peace and having a joyful experience. This would be because you are listening to your spirit, your deepest desires and following them. Otherwise, your mind is doing its own thing regardless of what you feel in your heart, your connection to your spirit and soul body.
The mind does its own thing when you, the intelligence doing the thinking, are cut off from ‘source’, from your soul body, essentially the rest of your mind and its connection to consciousness and the energy of life. This connection allows you to receive data, information intuitively. There very little need to think, figure out or mull over things.
Here, in these bodies, most of us are ‘cut off’. We can be connected while our awareness is focussed on these bodies. We are cut off due to our own efforts. And the dream, or story, we are creating is more of a nightmare. If you are not in love with your life, experiencing the joy of being, you are cut off. This dream is a negative experience. This applies to just about all of humanity.
We are desperately creating stories in our mind as we try to ‘figure’ things out and make ourselves feel better. After all, we are supposed to be joyful beings. And our minds are in overdrive, compensating for the detachment from our connection to life. If we turn our minds off, and say, ‘I don’t need to create a story anymore’, and just start observing our experiences, you may just realize a few things. We are insane, life here is absurd and a lot of effort goes into thinking our lives into being. Just let life come to you. Observe it. Understand why that experience happened, all in observation mode. This is the point of mindfulness.
If you really pay attention, you will observe that before you do anything, you have already scripted, in your mind, what is about to take place. How you are going to act, feel or speak. You have set a pre-determined pathway that you just follow mindlessly. There is no spontenaity. Your joyful existence is spontaneous, not thought through, and synchronous. Letting go of your mind’s bedtime stories allows you to experience this spontenaity once again. This feeds your spirit. Paying attention to your spirit leads you back to your actual soul self.
Most beings on Earth are receiving help of some sort from others who are trying to help you reconnect to your spirit and start expressing as your true self. That is what the ‘follow your highest excitement’ is all about. If you feel yourself moved by anything, express it. Don’t hold it within in order to ‘compose yourself’ or present yourself as a particular persona. This is your tragic story of yourself.
There are not a lot of people following their spirit, or highest excitement, because that would completely disrupt society and families. We are caught up in the stories of morality, obligations, duty and fear of expressing ourselves honestly in case of rejection or offense. For each person that suddenly just starts following their spirit, there may be initial chaos in their lives. Their families may be effected in what appears to be a negative way, but following joy is never negative. Every single person benefits from the company of a joyful person. A parent may be inspired to leave their family for something else and their kids would benefit because their parent would be demonstrating to them what life is about – following your joy. And they would no longer have to be under the thumb of an unhappy person.
We are not on Earth because this is what life is. Not because this is the only experience to be had and when we ‘die’ we are ethereal ‘spirits’ that float upward to ‘Heaven’ and simmer in eternal bliss. The ‘spirits’ are actual beings that are individuals of a different energy state and are blissful because they follow their joy. If you deny yourself your ‘spirit’, your joy, then when you ‘die’ by detaching from the human body, you will still have your story obsessed mind trying to figure out how to find happiness. You will be caught up in your imagination, still cut off from your spirit and the energy of life.
This Earth life is meant to enable us to recognize ourselves by actually seeing the expression of our mind and feeling the spirit of our soul selves. We can use this life to realign our minds with our heart. This denser body is actually a more spiritual experience than the state we are in without these bodies. The physical energy, vibrations, resulting from the interaction of our consciousness, thoughts, mind with physical space is buffered by the bodies. We express the energy as physical experience, such as tears when crying. Without the bodies, we would not know if we were crying unless someone looked at us and knew what that physical energy represented. This after death state applies to all who are not aligned with their true self because the self they are then experiencing is their false, story time self. A self consisting of their awareness looking at and experiencing the physical vibrational energetic effects of their thoughts instead of their actual soul self. This means they are not aware of their actual self that consists of energy not of the physical universe. Like a diver using a remote diving device in a virtual reality kind of way, who is aware of the underwater world and his interaction with it, but forgetting his actual body exists outside of the water.
All of the material things to interact with on Earth are created to distract us from the realization that we are not happy, not living in joy. We are now creating virtual reality devices to runaway from this false reality, which we are in because we have run away from our actual, honest-to-God true self reality. So we can lose awareness of this reality, while living in it. The only saving grace, and this is for our benefit, is that the body eventually dies. This is essential. Otherwise we would be stuck in our nightmare for eternity, never finding our way back home.
If you are suddenly moved by your true essence, your spirit, while experiencing something, there may be another person, being, there aligning with you in support of your reconnection to joy. They would be unseen by you because you are focussed externally into this material world. But you could perceive them by going inward and using your consciousness, which can sense beings that are interacting with you, but exist as their actual self outside of physicality. The part of you they are interacting with would be your actual self exisiting in the same non-physical reality as they are. You are just not aware of it. Follow this energy and see where it leads.
Let’s say when your experience here on Earth is at an end, you would prefer to continue on to heaven instead of repeating a life here, or God forbid, being tormented by your own mind in hell. Just remember that everything is a state of mind. That no matter where you go, there you are. But everything you experience is very real. Our existence is determined by our experiences.
So now you want to experience Heaven. Which is not so much a place, but a state of being. A shift in perspective. But to get this shift in perspective, you need an open mind and an accepting heart. To talk about a plan to get to heaven, we need a model or concept of reality to give us context.
Let’s say that as human beings, here on Earth, we are a being looking through a body created by the communion of our consciousness with the consciousness involved in maintaining all life on Earth. We are a soul, a spirit looking out of the eyes. Our consciousness expresses through the body because the body is responsive to consciousness. Meaning our subconscious mind, which is our actual mind we are not paying attention to, expresses itself as gestures, feelings, and expressions in the body. These bodies are meant for us to be able to see ourselves, our subconscious selves, our whole soul selves in order to be aware of our own minds.
What is it you express when not paying attention. This is what mindfulness addresses. What is the expression on your face when not looking? What is it you are feeling and why? The body is expressing your actual self, your honest self, the self that is you that exists when you are not paying attention to the stories you make up in this physical life. We cover this honest expression up with intentional attitudes and presentations to the world of who we prefer to be seen as. This is the ego. An identity we create, we design to present to others. If no others existed, there would be no reason for this. So our value of the judgement and opinions of others is more important than being our true selves.
Step 1. To get to Heaven: Be your honest to God true self regardless of what others think, especially yourself.
This is important because you are creating story time you because you fear the opinions of others regarding real you. You don’t like yourself as yourself. So by creating a false persona, you perpetuate the problem of not liking yourself. And to be honest, you are hiding yourself based on the opinions of others who are hiding themselves. That seems kind of crazy.
So to come into alignment with your soul self, align your mind with your heart. This means not betraying yourself. Listen to your innermost spirit, the part of you that resides in Heaven, and your mind. Your body should be at complete peace, even joy, if they both align.
Step 2. To get to Heaven: Align your mind with your heart to feel at peace.
There should be no conflict within your mind or felt within your body. If your mind is filled with thoughts, these thoughts are arising from conflict. Your heart disagrees with your mind. If your body feel discomfort or stress, you are not in alignment. It seems strange to talk of ‘your heart’ or ‘your mind’ which in a sane world seems like it should be one, or the same thing. Bringing yourself into alignment is getting in touch with your ‘spirit’. Your actual self that exists in a reality outside of physicality, in a different energetic state, where your being is essentially a heart-mind. You are still a being, just not a dense physical one.
Remember that everything we experience here on Earth, every story, every religion, every relationship is a representation of actual interactions that apply at other levels of reality, even Heaven. Our spirit self, which is the essence of who we are, which is actually who we are, which is a real being, has the same intelligence we bring to this reality. It is only our perception that has changed in order to experience a different density of existence. So going back home, to Heaven, is a shift in perception.
Step 3. To get to Heaven: Open your mind to the idea that you are a being that can shift your perceptions by focusing your awareness, or attention into different density levels.
This human experience occurs in a very dense level of physical energy. It’s so dense that you can use your mind, or imagination (which is what we are using to tell our human stories), to move a human body, pick up something and throw it, break it, hurt your body. It is a mortal density where energy is subject to chaotic forces and decay. Things break down. Your spirit, your desire to experience this determines how quickly.
If you, as a spirit, are not filled with the joy of living, the consciousness that your are communing with feels that and the body slowly dies. This is because life is aligned with joy. Consciousnesses in alignment are aligned with joy. They will remove their attention from experiences which are negative. That includes the life force of the body.
When you begin to think of yourself as someone who is focusing their attention here so that you are very aware of Earth and your experience in the body, you will also begin to recognize within yourself that you exist after this experience. This is just an experience. Your intelligence that is here reading this is the same intelligence that remains after this experience is over. If you know this within your being, then, at the time of the death of the body, you will realize you are experiencing a shift in perception. No longer seeing with body eyes, but with your very own equivalent of eyes in your very own equivalent of a body. Because these bodies are not ours, they are borrowed. We have our own and we will shift perspective back to it.
If you have this knowing within you and you have mastered the other steps, the you will be in alignment with yourself and in a good place. You will feel your spirit as yourself, drawn by the natural inclination of your spirit self to align with a joyful experience. This will take you to heaven.
In a previous post I mentioned how each one of us is always connected to loved ones that we knew once as our spirit selves in Heaven (see http://bit.ly/1diJtSk). Our honest selves, our true spirit selves, can communicate with them just by letting your true feelings express. Like letting your heart sing. If you real fear or a negative emotion, this is due only to a belief, to your state of mind. Know this, that the problem is not external and have faith that your heart is heard. This is the idea of faith in God and yourself. Faith in God is faith is all beings of spirit and faith in yourself is faith in this connection. That you are only alone if you disconnect. Once disconnected, you are only able to keep company with physical beings that may not be able to hear you or care to.
Step 4: To get to Heaven. Practice faith. Faith replaces fear. Fear keeps you from Heaven.
Good luck. Any additional thoughts, please share.
Our thoughts create our reality. For some reason we don’t say that or understand that to mean we create our own reality. ‘We’ makes it seem ridiculous. Or ‘I’. Our thoughts do. So our thoughts are not us. Or my thoughts are not me. If you could say that in your head without a mental smirk, then it’s true. How about ‘my thoughts are me’. Sound ridiculous or have resistance to the idea? Then it’s not true for you. You can try to make it your truth by programming yourself. One technique is to repeat something over and over with positive ‘feeling’ until you believe it’s true. Programming yourself this way, by eliminating an existing truth, one that is not obviously harmful, is a dangerous game to play. Like a blind mind groping it’s way in the dark and making bad guesses on where to go based on what other blind minds are saying. It’s better to stop everything, lay down and cease your physical expression while you listen to yourself and learn what’s already there.
Answer, for yourself, from your own ‘mind’, better, your own heart, questions like,
Who are you?
Why are you here?
What are you afraid of?
Why are you running away?
Do you trust yourself?
Is this you asking the questions?
Do you believe in God? See, http://bit.ly/1Mhh3od
Listen without judgement or expectation to whatever feelings, images or ideas pop up into your head. Act as if God is answering because, most likely, you don’t trust yourself. If you feel fearful at the idea that it is you answering yourself, as if you are someone else looking at yourself, then see it as God.
We are currently experiencing a very limited awareness. This kind of awareness works for those running away from themselves. You can focus your attention into a very dense reality and pretend you don’t exist, except as this person you are. But then you have to die. But then what happens? Do you go to Heaven? Why are you giving yourself the experience of denial of self only to die. An experience of facing non-existence? There is a reason for everything you do. This is not a joyful state. Anyone in this state is detached from themself, as in unable to feel a sense of their own self that exists as ‘spirit’. When the ‘spirit’ moves ‘you’, that is the actual life, the actual being which is you, your actual self. And it feels so far away. And it’s seldom ‘moved’. Any other sensation you feel, especially through these bodies (http://bit.ly/1Nh1dvy ), is the sensation of the vibration of physical matter. The physical universe is ‘energy’ that is unlike the ‘energy’ that we are made of. Like the difference between quantum physics and Newtonian physics. We are quantum, vibrational energy is Newtonian. We are not made of vibrational energy, we just effect it with our consciousness and feel the effects. We can take our attention off of this vibrational space time energy and stop feeling the effects, but we have to recognize ourselves to do it.
We are all ‘connected’. Not because we are the same mind or energy. Physical space is our shared mind (see http://bit.ly/1Id7Dvn). The energy of space vibrates with our communications and we feel eachother’s effects through this medium. We are connected In this way. We are also connected through the ‘heart’. This means, if you listen to your heart, that the word ‘heart’ is referencing our true self. Our ‘spirit’. We are able to communicate through ‘spirit’ which keeps us connected. We do this through our imagination since we are completely disconnected from our sense of actual self. We do not feel our own ‘energy’ at this state of unawareness. But we still have our minds. Because no matter where you go, there you are. You are the awareness, the intelligence, the mind. But you can’t feel yourself. So we have the imagination, which is our mind connected to spirit self.
The imagination is real. If you are imagining things and elements or people within your imagination begin to move on their own, as when you are dreaming, then that is real interaction at the spirit level. You interpretation based on this level of unawareness may be skewed, but the interaction is real. You can use this tool to connect with someone or reconnect with your spirit, actual, self.
Your ‘heart’, or ‘soul’, or ‘spirit’ has desires, especially when in need. It is calling out. These ‘desires’, or needs of the spirit, are heard and answered. If you are not attuned, you may miss the answer to your ‘call’. You may not even be aware that you, the ‘spirit’ is calling. The mind can try with purpose to have a ‘desire’ fulfilled, but the mind’s desires are not answered. They are not your desires because it is the physical shared mind, not your actual mind found within the imagination. The Law of Attraction only works with the call of spirit whether you are aware of it or not. It does not work with the mind. The desires of the mind require work, effort, planning, manipulating and time. All within the laws of physicality, E=MC^2, where shared mind ‘thoughts’ are just vibrational energy.
Try an experiment. Lay down and daydream by letting go of your ‘thoughts’, or your attention on the shared mind. Just observe what comes up. If you sense or ‘see’ a presence or image of a being, then that is real. A real communication at the spirit level. You are always connected to people you love at the spirit level. This is a way you are able to communicate. They are not present, as in actually there, it is just real thought communication, as in psychic communication. So you are never alone. You always have the ability to connect to someone at any level of density, or reality, if they are aware or paying attention like your are at that moment.
One drawback is that if you are currently in a negative state of being, which most people here are, because we are running away from awareness of ourselves, then the energy which you cannot sense, is negative. This effects how people appear to you in dreams, in your imagination. Your negative energy, which you can verify by just observing how you act and think about things without purposefully manipulating your awareness of it, will mean people appear to you as scary images. This is because you are looking through the filter of your own energy. Even a positive, joyful being will appear scary. This produces fear. You are only afraid of yourself, never anyone else. If you face any scary images even as you experience fear, you will be rewarded. You only fear yourself, that is why you are running away. Many of you probably have guides helping, see http://bit.ly/1w9sJWk.
Our fear of ourselves makes us seek unawareness while still ‘existing’. That brings us to Earth. Our history and civilizations reflect suffering. We are in a state of self- imposed suffering. We create concepts like heaven and hell to describe ourselves, our state of mind. We desire to return to being our actual joyful selves (heaven), but are trapped in a state of fear and hatred for ourselves (hell). Earth is the experience of hell. A manifestation of our state of mind. Killing, being killed. Dying, losing loved ones forever. Emotional hell and physical hell. All experienced in our own self-flaggelation. Tons of help from spirit is sent our way through spiritual teachings, chanellingd, our dreams. But we need to decide we are done suffering in order to be receptive to this help. Listen to your inner self. If you feel negative emotions, but are optimistic and feel like you have a positive ‘spirit’, you may be working with a guide. In order to go to heaven with this guide, you need to align with the spirit you feel. The highest joy you feel and follow it.
Hell does exist. Many souls are experiencing it right now, both on Earth and in their after ‘death’ state. You take your beliefs with you, and can create your own experience of suffering after death because you are continuing destructive behavior patterns you hadn’t addressed during your life on Earth.
You can exist in a state of delusion because you only perceive what your beliefs allow you to. In hell, you are stuck in negative patterns of interaction that result in pain, and you are unaware of both the pattern and the cause. You are reacting emotionally and responding to others’ emotions while appearing to reason. But your reasoning is insane, based on contradicting beliefs and beliefs which deny your well-being. Here is an example of a helł scenario.
You are a male. You have male friends. You like sex. You prefer the company of men and love male energy. It is more confident and easy going. But you associate acceptable sex with women. The women you are interacting with, being in hel with you (since energy attracts), are bitches. You hate them, that type of energy, and they use you.
In hell, people tear eachother down, they don’t uplift. Positive energy is negligible. In the state after death, when re-incarnating is no longer feasible because your energy, the physical energy resulting from the state of your conscious mind and associated emotions, can no longer support the life of the organic human form. The body would not live long enough to really experience what you need to experience. So you exist in a less dense, more durable body, but with less feedback for you on your emotional state. This body you cannot ‘see’. It does not cry and can take a lot of pain before it is felt. You feel others’ emotions as well as your own. Unless you are aware of yourself, you cannot tell, during interaction, whether the emotion is yours or theirs or both. You would think this would deter hurting eachother, but in hell, emotional torment is the way to hurt others. Hell beings like to inflict others with emotional pain because they are experiencing it themselves. The dynamic is such that they feel hatred, which is hatred for themselves, but they feel it as hatred for the other. This hatred makes them want to hurt the other because the other is hurting them by making them feel the self hatred of the other and by bringing out the self-hatred in themselves. If a hell being was alone, they would not feel this hatred. They feel hatred because the souls, their actual conscious energy is interacting and they can feel how they are hurting eachother.
So you are a hell being. You feel hatred and see it as hate for the other person. They are making you feel bad so you want them to feel bad. There is a saying that you end up hating those you hurt. This is because you hate yourself for hurting them. Hell beings feel hurt and want to hurt, and use lies, deceit and manipulation to get the job done. This is done by sensing each other’s emotions to see what level of emotional control they have over you and playing with that without realizing they are hurting themselves.
In this scenario, you love male energy and sex, but cannot get the gratification of sex from males. You turn to females, whom you now hate, biput use their image to gratify yourself. So you essentially are a being who loves the energy of sexual interaction. In heaven, this would be a person who loves the energetic interaction of making love in full participation with another person. In hell, this energy or passion has been corrupted, and is now expressed as sex with oneself using another’s energy or image, you are this way because you hate yourself. You started in the heaven scenario, and after many Earth incarnations of exploring your passion, ended up in hell.
Let’s say you had a soul mate. You go on separate paths. Your path on Earth produces very negative experiences. You are a sexual being because you love that expression of energy, that interaction. In society, if a woman, you would be defined as a whore. A man would be defined as a womanizer.
Starting out, you love both men and women, like a normal soul being, energy being. Because, before physicality, the definition of man and woman didn’t apply. There was just a spectrum of energy, beliefs and emotions. Earth defined that concept for you. Earth also defined what was acceptable. You try to express your passion and end up hurting women because they are persecuted as whores when they respond to you. You don’t want to settle with one woman, you are just exploring the experience of energies. These energies are the physical energies produced by the interaction of a consciousness (personality plus emotion) with physicality. You are exploring how these physical energies feel with sexual energy. In non-physicality, you are focused more on the personality than the feel of a physical body. The women, who are at this point, corrupted by the Earth environment and dysfunctuional, fall under your charismatic spell. Despite the existing societal morals. They are then persecuted by society and build up resentment. Power lies with the men who defiene the moral values of society. These bitter women, mistreated and abused by the limitations of and constraints on the human spirit as enforced by society, defined by men, become bitches.
You are having trouble experiencing your passion in joy. Outside of Earth, without limiting definitions, your love of sexual energy would be matched by someone equally interested and no persecution would be necessary. On Earth, Ther is the fallout of guilt, remorse and an overall bad taste from the negative backlash produced by other peoples’ opinions about your behavior. If you interact in a sexual way with women who are needy for love and leave her, she would end up resenting or hating you. Revenge and backlash can result in a very negative experience. Yet you are driven to experience what you, as a soul absolutely loves. So you continue. As time goes on, your enthusiasm for experiencing life diminishes because you are not able to freely express your passions. If you grow negative, such as bitter or hateful and die in this state, you would be taking self-hate with you. It would take many lifetime of repetitive interactions to really degrade, but this eventually becomes a habit or pattern of interaction. This habit, created while trying to get to a better feeling place, loving yourself, which means allowing yourself to express your passions, results in continuing the same pursuits on Earth that lead to negativity. Or you just give up what you like and become lifeless. And you are stuck in habits you are not even aware of.
You love sexual energy. It degenerated with women because of societal definitions so that now you only interact with bitches. Anyone who wasn’t now would probably become one because they will eventually feel rejected. Men are different. You love their energy and it’s acceptable for them to be promiscuous. So maybe you try to follow your passion with men and that leads to more negative societal backlash. Eventually, you just pleasure yourself while looking at another while hating yourself.
Let’s say you unexpectedly run into your soul mate who went in a different direction awhile ago. She hasn’t been dragged into negativity yet, so she is still positive. Yet you don’t recognize her. Her image is different, but her energy, consciousness, personality are the same. You are not normally the type of person she would interact with because you are now very negative. You feel something pulling at your heart when you interact. She is a woman and you hate women at this point. You hate how they manipulate and play with your heart to control you emotionally. So you have learned not to trust the feeling in the heart with women. You experience an attraction and are drawn to her because she is your soulmate. But the heart’s response produces a subconscious, automated, very negative response that propels you to treat her like a bitch. Your beliefs only allow you to perceive her this way. So you abuse her. She is strongly attracted to you and loves you because she is your soul mate. She doesn’t understand the hatred and violence, and is torn between walking away and losing some one she really loves or staying in physical and emotional torment. Possibly to eventually join you in hell. A self-respecting person, positive person would walk away, no matter how much the heart hurt. Because the conscious mind is in control and learns the right thing to do for your well-being. This comes from the building of character and optimism in the form of love of life and self. This keeps you out of hell.
But it takes effort. It takes facing yourself, whom you hate to look at because you hate yourself. It takes going through all definitions and negative beliefs you have. And those stuck in hell, in unthinking habits, are unaware they are even in hell. That is now their normal. Even love, in this case, cannot propel you out. Unfortunately, it would take extreme suffering to make you decide you no longer want to suffer. And to begin the journey back to sanity.
There are so many examples of how other peoples’ opinions and collective society diminish the spirit of humanity, such that some become lost in their own torment of self-hatred. These are the ones targeted by guides or people/souls who want to help. This type of person is the type to receive guidance as described in the previous post.
So have mercy on eachother.